Every second
\nYouth wasted
\nOn planning
\nAdulthood
\nHow your
\nLife will
\nEnd up
\nAnd should
\nEvery second
\nOf life
\nWashed away
\nNever to get back
\nMy house
\nMy career
\nMy husband
\nAnd family
\nSet in stone
\nFinally I
\nReach my planned
\nLife and happiness
\nThe perfect
\nHusband
\nSits, reads the newspaper
\nDrinks coffee
\nHe says
\nHe loves me
\nThe perfect
\nBaby
\nA little girl
\nSits in her high chair
\nAngel with black hair
\nPale face
\nBlue eyes
\nThe perfect
\nDog
\nNever barks
\nNor bites
\nThe perfect
\nHouse
\nJust as I
\nHad dreamed
\nHigh ceilings
\nIn the rainy woods
\nThe perfect
\nJob
\nWriting and teaching
\nAlways published
\nStudents love me
\nI am perfect
\nMy life complete
\nExcept I
\nHad no childhood
\nI wish I
\nHad a perfect
\nChildhood
\nI am not
\nPerfect
\nMy life is incomplete
\nTo live
\nA perfect life
\nI must
\nSacrifice
\nWho I am
\nI think to myself
\n\u201cThis isn\u2019t
\nWhat I wanted\u201d
\nI don\u2019t want
\nTo be
\nPerfect
\n\u201cThis isn\u2019t
\nWhat I wanted\u201d
\nI can\u2019t
\nBe perfect
\nBecause I am
\nUnhappy
\nI look
\nAt everything
\nJust as I wanted
\nJust as I planned
\nEverything
\nPlanned out
\nPerfect
\nBut now that
\nI have it
\nI don\u2019t want it
\n\u201cThis isn\u2019t
\nWhat I wanted\u201d
\nI planned
\nSo I could
\nBe happy
\nBut now I have
\nLost everything
\nThat was really important
\nPerfection
\nIs a joke
\nYou can\u2019t be
\nPerfect
\nBecause to get
\nSomething
\nYou must give
\nSomething else up
\nTo be perfect
\nOr happy
\nYou choose<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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